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Name: Bryan
Birthday: 7/22/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: Animation, Art, Computers......
Expertise: Animation
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Member Since: 1/17/2005

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

I don't use this anymore. lawl.

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Friday, June 09, 2006

Currently Listening
Albatross
By The Classic Crime
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I'm an angsty teenager with tons of problems.

God, the worst feeling is not knowing what you want. Not knowing what will make you happy, or who will.

To know you can't have something, whereas you have too much of something else. To feel smothered, but then to feel like you have nothing there by your side. Nothing feels trustworthy, and to be scared of the unknown where your curious to see what else is out there.

I feel so confused and so much like I'm running in circles. I feel like I have so many problems, because no one wants to help me through them, they only want me to help them through theirs. If I'm not strong enough to deal with my own problems why am I the man to go to for all the problems that surround others?

Am I wrong for feeling this way? Does anyone care?


Sunday, April 23, 2006

Currently Listening
Demon Days
By Gorillaz
Last Living Souls
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Fuck the world....in the ass. (If the world had an ass.)

It sure is fun when family problems and arguments turn into girfriend issues and drama. It's nifty that I can't live my life outside of home, without my family at home trying to control ever little part of what they can't own.

Why can't things just be okay. I mean I am a good kid, way better than the average pot smoking, school skipping delinquent.

Why do I need to be labeled as a bad kid? It just doesn't make sense.


Monday, April 10, 2006

I just saw someone fucking die from gun wounds, I am not fucking around.

    I honest to God was coming home from going to Pet Co. with my girlfriend and her mother, and we just so happen to come across some cars positioned very awkwardly across one of the backstreets to our neighborhoods. At first I thought that there might have been an accident, but as far as I could see there wasn’t any debris and the cars looked fine. As we approached closer I thought, maybe someone’s car just stalled out and there were a lot of people just out there helping the person push their car up to their house. As we come ever nearer, to my shock and horror I see a large puddle of blood near the tires of one of the cars. Passing by this final car I see the most disturbing thing I have ever seen in my life, and hopefully ever will.

    There was a man standing there in the middle of the road surrounded by people yelling and waving their arms, the man, whom I still see vividly in my mind, was there shuffling around in terrible pain, soaked in blood. His shirt was drenched and it doesn’t help that it was still pouring out from his chest and he was coughing up even more. This man not knowing what to do, barely able to walk passes out, possibly his last moments of life there right before my eyes, to fall to the ground and crumple up into a very awkward position on the concrete. The position he fell in indicates to me, that very possible I saw a man who was a stranger to me, die, instantly, as I watch.

    Needless to say this was shocking I couldn’t stop looking, and my made my best effort to make sure Andrea didn’t have to witness too much of it. Coming home, I am in shock and am strangely emotionless. Once we start to talk about what we had just seen, I realize how terrible what I just witnessed was. Trying to withhold my emotions, I fail and break down. I cry in a way I have never before in my life experienced. I was in shock, and I wasn’t about to hide it.

    An hour or so later, after going out to Long John Silvers with Andrea, her mother, and my own, to get my mind off things, we decide to go back to the scene we had experienced earlier. We wanted to know what had in fact happened, and if it was finished, and that everything had been solved. We approach again, nearing up to the soon clear as day police tape, and pull over to talk to some of my girlfriend’s mother’s friends. We ask her if she knows anything, and as our luck would have it this lady had just heard from someone she knew, that they thought he was shot. Shot in the chest, murdered. Within my girlfriend and my own neighborhood. One note, I should make. It was right at the end of Yucca Street; a place that Andrea and I have ALWAYS thought had some “bad shit” going down on (If you know what I mean).

    Well, I just really needed to vent, and I thought maybe you guys would be here to comfort me. I really need it right now, and I just wanted to let you guys know, it means everything in the world to me.

 

Thanks for being there,

Bryan


Monday, February 20, 2006

Currently Listening
Hot Rats
By Frank Zappa
Willie the Pimp
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Hahaha....Fucking Mexico.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!

Guess where I went yesterday...Yeah, you guessed right.

I went to fucking Mexico. Yeah. Juarez, Mexico. It was everything I expected it to be.

G H E T T O



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